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Hi, I will get straight to the point... I have been married for about 9 years now, and have been misreble the whole time... sure there were good times, but there have been MORE bad times . He is way to controlling and I just can't live like this anymore. We have 3 kids together and it is just not a good enviornment for them. I have tried to leave before, but I have NOWHERE to go. He will not let me get a job so I can get a place to go, I have no money. I just need some help to get an apartment for a few months, and hopefully be then I will be able to find a job to pay for it.

I have prayed and prayed for something, maybe this is the answer. I know there are people out there who will help, I just hope God leads them here.

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I am 26 years old and got married when I was 18... to a man twice my age. In the begining it was OK. But for the last 5 or 6 years it is just going from bad to worse. It seems like I can't do anything right. How many people forget something when they go to the grocery? I would think lots of people... But when I do it I get hollared at and told how stupid I am. When he forgets something and I say something like I'm not the only one who forgets stuff he gets mad.

I use to have friends, but now I have none. He won't let me have any. I wish I had someone to talk to, but I am really shy and can't just come out and say much...

I dont know how much of this I can take. There is more to tell, but I just can't think of any examples right now. I think I am loosing my mind... I use to be really smart (graduated with High Honors... lot of good that did me, never even got to go to college) I know, its my fault, I screwed up my life, BUT I am ready to take it back!! I just need a little help to get me going.

If you can help... If you can find it in your heart to help me, I managed to get me a p.o. box so he will not know. You can send anything you can manage to help me with to: Tonya P.O. Box 102 Watertown, TN 37184-0102 Even if you can't afford to send any money, If you could just send some words of encouragement I would really appreciate it. I have no friends, so pen pals would be nice :)		Welcome... Hi, I will get straight to the point... I have been married for about 9 years now, and have been misreble the whole time... sure there were good times, but there have been MORE bad times . He is way to controlling and I just can't live like this anymore. We have 3 kids together and it is just not a good enviornment for them. I have tried to leave before, but I have NOWHERE to go. He will not let me get a job so I can get a place to go, I have no money. I just need some help to get an apartment for a few months, and hopefully be then I will be able to find a job to pay for it. I have prayed and prayed for something, maybe this is the answer. I know there are people out there who will help, I just hope God leads them here. More about me... I am 26 years old and got married when I was 18... to a man twice my age. In the begining it was OK. But for the last 5 or 6 years it is just going from bad to worse. It seems like I can't do anything right. How many people forget something when they go to the grocery? I would think lots of people... But when I do it I get hollared at and told how stupid I am. When he forgets something and I say something like I'm not the only one who forgets stuff he gets mad. I use to have friends, but now I have none. He won't let me have any. I wish I had someone to talk to, but I am really shy and can't just come out and say much... I dont know how much of this I can take. There is more to tell, but I just can't think of any examples right now. I think I am loosing my mind... I use to be really smart (graduated with High Honors... lot of good that did me, never even got to go to college) I know, its my fault, I screwed up my life, BUT I am ready to take it back!! I just need a little help to get me going.
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